Well, lately, the sun's been being a butt and since He's always working hardcore 24/7, guess He's taking a 3-month pay of leave D: Stupid sun =___=" *sigh* I've been overwhelmingly depressed and tired because He hasn't been around lately... Anyways, I wanna sleep but I'm stuck at my aunt's house for a religious ceremony D: Horrible~! I tell you.

Anyway, FL cousin Timmy* has landed last night, and well, he's gonna be staying with the family for...Idk...throughout the entire 3 weeks of his Winter Break until he has to go back for school (college). He's actually the same age as me, a month younger though --> Doesn't seem to make much of a difference especially when he's towering over your tiny height 24/7 :I Hmph~! Gawsherss....

I'm pretty much ignoring Jinnie's texts 75/50 times.

I only answer back when I feel like it's "safe" to do so :I

So, yeah, took Timmy and Tsukasa to the mall (by busss~) and showed Timmy around (a little since the dang library closed on the weekends~didn't know that until today =___=) on the university campus as well.

Even took them guys out to eat :O

I found out I'm "broke."

On the other hand, I'm not all that "broke" because I was the one who decided to stash away the rest of her financial aid away for graduate school *sigh* Thus, the depression over money beginssss...

Tried to look for a jacket (xmas present) today at the mall AGAIN... Not much luck, considering that all of the jackets there are too long, too large. or too short...

Tried looking for a present for Timmy's older sister, my cousin Lily*. Unfortunately, after much thought and seeking...I came up with nothing as well :( Idk... I also thought it probably wasn't worth  my efforts because she hasn't really kept touch with me either... So...

JJ has been texting back lately... Idk... I'm really happy that he's keeping touch with me again (although he had always been doing that, just that he's a very busy person, and I totally understand that~!)...but you know... Sometimes, I wish JJ was here, so we can hang out and stuffs.

Then, there's Shayne...

But you know....when I think about Shayne, it hurts though. Because the other day, Shayne told me he liked this one girl in Dinu*...over on FB. Yahh...you can only bet that I was pretty much heart-broken and cried.

Then, again...I really don't like thinking about those kind of stuffs.

.....=___= I think Nick likes me.

I hate it when Aries is right, and I'm wrong.

Gawshers...


-dreaya

P.S. Still... I've been thinking a lot. I wish JJ was here.