I miss seeing Shayne D: Honestly. I'm always telling him that he should come see us...but I also don't think I should be pressuring him to hitch a ride with Chris because that's...bothering Chris? Troublesome? Sometimes when I talk about Shayne with him, it's like...I don't know. Chris gives me that look...like he knows something about it, like he knows that I like Shayne but doesn't wanna say anything. What kind of look is it?

It's a look that makes me shut up, honestly D: Makes me scared and makes me cut off my sentence.

Then, Chris laughs.

It happens all the time.

Sometimes...I feel nervous about the bond between me and Chris because it seems so fragile, even though I know he will always be a good friend to me. How is it fragile? I don't know; I always get this feeling like...he can change at any second or be taken away by anyone within seconds. But he hasn't changed.

Maybe something is wrong with me...

So, lately, I've been noticing I've been nervous about that...when people would try to persuade him to do something, like get a job with them or just get to laugh, talking about video games and such...

So weird.

...I remembered the first time when I met Shayne, you know. Face-to-face. But we actually first met online on FB through Chris (something about Chris telling him to add me because I was his "new friend"). He was pretty friendly, but we never talked until one day, he commented my status, telling me how he had destroyed his mother's vase (a "cheap" one she bought from an auction) and how he had escaped her venom by saying, "Mom, I love you :D" Lol~ It was hilarious! I laughed so hard, reading his little comments. After that, we became instantly friends~!

Imagine, Friend! When I found out that Chris was bringing Shayne onto the college campus! We were just having lunch when Shayne finally found us two.

Chris: "dreaya, do you know who this is?"

Funny... I never really got to see Shayne's face before on FB because of the way he took his profile picture.

dreaya: :D *GASP!* "The guy who broke his mom's VASE~!" Lol.

We laughed.

And it was awesome, getting to know him.

Chris: "I'll...uhh...leave you two alone to TALK!" He chuckled and went to go buy his food.

We hit it off~! It was just amazing, getting to know Shayne, really. We talked about everything...

That night, I got onto FB, and you know what? He was online! And I told him it was awesome, just talking to him.

Shayne: "I would come back on the campus again, not for Carlos, but just for you alone ;D"

dreaya: "..!!"



-dreaya