So...what's going on? I don't know. I guess it serves me right that Jinnie seems to be avoiding me when he sees me. Oddly, I never knew he'd act in such a way... What happened? When? I'll tell you, of course. It all started the other night before I went to bed, stressing over my History essay and Biology studying when Tsukasa asked me if I could come to the high school's Mr. Hmong Jr. Pageant, a contest in which all the young, eligible Hmong guys entered to compete against one another for the title :P by displaying their "many" talents. (Of course, Tsukasa didn't win; still, I found it just daring and interesting to know what he did in displaying his talents because he actually had the guts to sing for us). On top of that, Mom asked me the next morning too. She said I should reconsider going because Tsukasa specifically asked for me and no one else among the siblings like Misaki and Ichigo*. Of course...she hit a guilt spot when she said that.
Damn it. Lol. So, I knew I was being "practically" forced to go attend the event that evening after signing up for my spring college courses and dealing with a failing study group session because one of the members bailed out while the rest of us haven't even caught up with our Bio studying recently. Being bored while waiting for my appointment time (to sign up for classes; each class of freshmen, sophomores, etc are assigned to a certain restricted time period in which they are to sign up for classes to prevent a server clog or disaster), I was browsing around FB when Jinnie showed up O__O online.
So, yeah, to others, we must've been "spamming." Lol. But...actually, we were talking about the Mr. Hmong Jr. show later on :P Of course, I wasn't sure if Jinnie would attend but guess what?
He did.
I know he saw me, and I did see him (but I couldn't greet him or anything because the show was still going on; I did see Kenny and Ping*~!).
After the show ended, Jinnie just disappeared.
I felt a bit disappointed but I guess it's okay. After all, I am a selfish dreaya. I hurt people I want to hurt because I don't want to lie, to deceive, to give any more hopes. I don't want to "betray" anyone like Yu Da had done to me. Anything but that...
And of course, I also don't know why but I can't stop talking to Jeremy* now, you know--the Toronto guy who was very "boring" to me. For some reason, he just provides me a source of comfort. A comfort of what? I don't know... He actually wants to talk about things, and I guess since he insisted on being friends, I thought I should give him a chance although things are a bit weird now. I did warn him though that I like him as a friend.
Him: "Can I ask you something?"
dreaya: "?? What is it?"
Him: "Can I like you?"
dreaya (pretending of ignorance): "Like?? Like as in...?"
Him: "You know...like."
dreaya: "...As a friend? Or more than just that?"
Him: "The second option."
dreaya: "...Lol. Wow... Well, I guess you can...but I only like you as a friend. We're friends, right?"
Yup, straight up :I
Anyways...what did I do today? Lol. Hmm... You won't believe it~! Lol. I actually went out (for the longest while) with real friends :) I don't know why, but ever since I was a little girl, I had always preferred hanging out with the boys (mainly guy cousins), so I'm sort of more opened to boys than girls (they were always bullying me throughout elementary, etc).
To be honest, I don't really like hanging out with girls, especially Hmong girls (shawty, hobo, and jojo are the most awesome-est ones :) ), because they always talk about the main 5 things:
1. Boys ---> I don't like the kind of girls' whose lives revolve around guys 24/7; they have NO life or what-so-ever.
2. Make-up --> I don't wear a lot of make-up and rarely do I wear any XD Besides, I prefer spending my cash on books, etc.
3. Shopping --> This is okay to me, but I don't like the ones who are always trying to spend BIG money on the most ridiculous things like Hollister's $125 jeans or what-so.
4. Partying -->
Some girls I've met who talks about this thing all the time gets knocked up sooner or later =___=" or...I hear horrible things about them later on in life.
5. Gossip --> Geez... I don't mind the little ones but I don't like it when people go to the extremes, talking about rumors and such. I prefer to be completely ignorant, unaware of these things; they stress me out if I find out it's tied to a cousin, etc.
So, yeah...but shawty, the 3 of you are different from them :)
Anyways~! Yup, I hung out with a couple guy friends today! The original plan between me, Chris (my college friend whom I have almost all of my classes with and lunch with every day :) ), and his old/my new friend (who isn't attending college now but is super chilled~) Shayne* was that we were going to volunteer at the local zoo but when we woke up early (they went by car, and I took the bus to get there--OMFG--I was soo scared while taking the bus because a complete hobo approached me in such an eerie way and of course, when I got to the zoo, Chris SCARED me by yelling out my name TT___TT !!_) and met up there together....there was no job :P The zoo was done with their things and the staff apologized for our wasted efforts TT__TT (My wasted effort of getting there in at least 2 hours because of the slow bus routines on the weekends...and telling the hobo that I have no change because he was being scary.)
So, we were pretty bummed out and was faced with the dilemma because well...all of us told our parents that we wouldn't be home until like...2-3 pm in the afternoon =___="
Shayne: "Dude~! I'm kinda hungry! Didn't eat anything this morning, and I'm sooo skinny already TT__TT !"
Me: @__@ "...Well, I haven't eaten anything since yesterday when I was having Panda Express."
Shayne and Chris: O____O !!!!
Yuppp.... I couldn't eat anything after yesterday's lunch (which was my ONLY meal) because once I got home, I had to rush off to the Mr. Hmong Jr. pageant with Mom and Dad :P When I got home, I didn't want to eat anything because there was nothing but packaged ramen noodles :P They're the worst when you have eaten them for the past 14 years, growing up :( So, I simply ate nothing for dinner. And...well, this morning, didn't really wanna eat anything because...well...ramen noodles =____="
Besides....breakfast gives me a stomachache :(
But...we decided to put the whole eating thing off because we wanted to hit the mall :) So, we did XD OMG! We had to wait for an hour until the stores would start opening up, just wandering around the whole place like idiots because we were the only teenagers there =____= Since we were pretty excited to go check out the Asian merchandise store there, called Silk Road, we decided to wait after I bought myself Starbucks (to keep me awake and less hungry) and Shayne getting himself water (He was broke~). When it finally opened, we stayed in the Silk Roads for almost...3,4 hours =___=" The guys were pretty crazy about the swords, etc.
I thought it was probably just as bad as a girl not knowing which clothes to buy >__<
After that, Chris and Shayne decided that I have "suffered enough as the
poor, deprived little child" and took me out to...Carl's Jr. O__O I honestly never had a Carl's Jr. before, and OMG...that, like, "traumatized" them =___=" On top of that, I've just ordered my
first Subway sandwich this past week, because of Chris' insistence that "as a
poor, deprived little child" I must do it =____=" So, I did.
Only to hear from the guys that I must've been the
most slowest eater they have ever met in their life.
....=____="
Believe me. I have seen worst.
When we were done (the guys made me dog down every
last bit even when I was on the verge of dying because I was sooo
FULL), we talked for a bit, listening to their PSP music, and deciding what to do next.
Of course, we finally took off (after they
told me that I just
must have my soda refilled even after telling them no =____= ).
It wasn't until after a few minutes of Chris driving, I told them, "=___= You know...Chris. You're driving us down toward the zoo."
Them: O__O
"WHOAAA~! What? Really?"
=____=" The two of them doesn't live in this city. Obviously. (I just knew where we were headed because I've taken that bus route before from the zoo.)
So, after thinking, Chris decided that they should take me back to their hometown, a tiny place called Dinu*.
I went O___O Of course, we went to pick up a friend of theirs and headed over to Shayne's to play Super Smash Brothers Brawl (an awesome video game that Shayne hacked into) for the next 2,3 hours (I was pretty mad that their friend was being such a merciless fighter against my Princess Peach~!_).
After playing that video game, we said goodbye to one another and the guys brought me home :)
Of course...I wasn't supposed to be hanging out with them at the mall, I wasn't supposed to eat out with them, I wasn't supposed to be even going out of this place to Dinu at all~ :)
I was an absolute rebel today :) and I had fun ^^
-your daring dreaya!
Hey, readers :) Lola, lola~! (Why I'm saying this, I do not know!) How are my dears these days? Well, I guess I got news for you all~ I got myself a phone! A REAL SOLID SLIDING TEXT-PADDED CELLPHONE~! XD WITH INTERNATIONAL TEXT! ALL FOR $35!
I miss seeing Shayne D: Honestly. I'm always telling him that he should come see us...but I also don't think I should be pressuring him to hitch a ride with Chris because that's...bothering Chris? Troublesome? Sometimes when I talk about Shayne with him, it's like...I don't know. Chris gives me that look...like he knows something about it, like he knows that I like Shayne but doesn't wanna say anything. What kind of look is it?
...OMG~! I can't stop thinking about it. JJ was online today on Skype...and yeah, whenever I talk to him, I'm really happy; yet, at the same time...I can't help but think about...Shayne too, you know? Yah, yah, yah~! I know I said I didn't think I liked the two of them as much as I thought I had...but here's the thing: I can imagine JJ and me being a couple than me and Shayne, you know? I wonder why... 
A girl from our Biology class committed suicide, and so, I was told that she too was a Freshman like me. I thought it was ironic, though, that Vicki was just talking about her to me last evening when we were supposed to be studying together. She spoke of this Dearie* so fondly...and for a split second, I was thinking that Dearie and I could be friends too, that maybe we should meet someday.
The parents were arguing again. Seems like they've been throwing more and more fits recently because of the stupid economic downturn. I find it pretty laughable that America still holds her head high, claiming her spot as the most "powerful" country in the world when she's always turning the blind eye on the poor, the minorities, and other losing issues carefully painted with the gilded gold. It stinks. It reeks.
So...what's going on? I don't know. I guess it serves me right that Jinnie seems to be avoiding me when he sees me. Oddly, I never knew he'd act in such a way... What happened? When? I'll tell you, of course. It all started the other night before I went to bed, stressing over my History essay and Biology studying when Tsukasa asked me if I could come to the high school's Mr. Hmong Jr. Pageant, a contest in which all the young, eligible Hmong guys entered to compete against one another for the title :P by displaying their "many" talents. (Of course, Tsukasa didn't win; still, I found it just daring and interesting to know what he did in displaying his talents because he actually had the guts to sing for us). On top of that, Mom asked me the next morning too. She said I should reconsider going because Tsukasa specifically asked for me and no one else among the siblings like Misaki and Ichigo*. Of course...she hit a guilt spot when she said that.
Lazy dreaya today will summarize her ACADEMIC and BUS routines (that are up-to-date as I know it) for her lovely audience :)
