Oh geez... I really don't know why but besides the fact that I've been getting high marks in Biology lately and sliding my way through college life (finally!), I really--really--really--don't care about most of the high school seniors anymore (except Kenny and a few other cool seniors from there).

Cruel to say; yet, they've been getting on my nerves.

I mean, those high school guys gossip faster than the whole world knowing the name of Taylor Swift's new guy :P

Which is pretty sad, by the way.

Call me heartless too, but I really didn't care about Jinnie's feelings anymore because I broke his heart (again) last night, and so, if you have seen a pretty gloomy, crabby guy around that campus, you would've guessed that I have said a "few" words that were a bit too blunt.  Actually, I was pretty BLUNT.  I mean, there were so many people  (about 4) who heard my dilemma with him and them telling me to be HONEST and tell him how I felt about the whole thing, so I just decided to let it all out last night and killed his mood.

Pretty much.

I didn't even TRY to be all soft and sugar-y with the kid, because: 1) dreaya will feel even more guilty 2) being nice will cause him to take ADVANTAGE of dreaya's nice-ness because he'll keep thinking that he has a chance when he OBVIOUSLY does not. 3) I really don't CARE anymore.

I don't care because he KNEW I don't like him; yet, he's got every dang high school friend of his fantasizing that we were a freaking couple when we're not.  No one ever ASKED me how I felt about this, no one asked how I felt about HIM.  No one.  Not even Yun Hee.  Not even P. Pan.  NO ONE.

So, why should I give a crap about people's feelings when they're always listening to ONE side of the story and being so immature and stupid?

I know....pissed-off dreaya.

And yes, maybe dreaya doesn't care anymore, because dreaya's been too nice for too long and been keeping too quiet for TOO long...that even the YOUNGER kids are beginning to take advantage of that.

I've been enduring this kind of treatment, the act of people taking advantage of me, for the past TEN to FOURTEEN years.  People are just about to make a villain out of me as I speak =____="

I don't care anymore.


-dreaya